我贴了Okay膜 =')

我的自尊彻底给你踩底了.


你让我爱上你,却又不爱我了.


你让我相信爱情,却也是你让我不相信爱情.


我爱你爱得好累了.我决定不爱了.没必要爱得那么卑微.


妈妈说得很对.我还有很多选择,何必那么折磨自己呢?


单身是自由的.


你曾经告诉我,手术的痛你都能够忍受,何况怕给人家歧视?


我现在能告诉你,给抛弃的痛我能忍,手术的痛我能忍,给人家歧视我也能忍,更何况现在?我能忍.


你不要告诉我假装很开心,也不要说我装伟大.我并没有.


我只是不想让你看小我不能没有你.我没有不能没有谁而不能活.


我为我自己活,我为我父母活,我为我的未来活. =)


我现在真的过得很开心,并不是伪装的.


我承认我有时会很想念你,可是那都已经过去了.我会珍藏那些快乐的回忆.


我没必要卑微得渴望你的爱.算了吧. =)


我还是做回我自己比较快乐.=')

='(

I lie myself . I'm stilll very care him eventhough how he treat me.I'm a rubbish.Why i will like that?='(

I'm will be okay =)

Long time din't updated blog because recently i feel i'm so complicated.

Since he go kl that day..He din't find me..he find me also very COLD. LOL

I had take 2 chance from him before..his answer is "you think too much" or "hahaha" LOL

what a answer??Its make me so suffer.

FInaallly..yesterday he back from kl and i make a desicion the last chance give him.

I ask him "what relation between us?"

He say " Don't know.暧昧关系gua."

I can tell you My heart is direct broken.I can tell you i saw that you sent to me my tears is falling down.

Do you know why?You not willing with me together and you don't honest to tell me.

And then im say " okay" because i really speechlesss.

So i direct remove our relation at facebook.I really don't know you want how.

I GIVE UP .I really give up to you.

DO you know i like you so much?Do you know i everyday on facebook first i will go to your profile see you got online or not.DO you know i keeep again and again see your photo because i missssss you.You don't know that and you don't appreciate it.

Yesterday night...He give me a call..its really shock me..

He say this friday out go movie i say okay..Im really okay that time..Because i want forget him and i wont small gas wont don't want do back friends with him.Im not that girl.

He suddenly say "eh,you don't emo eh"

I tell him" you don't pretend you so know me" LOL

Dont know why..i really so angry he say this to me..

when i like you so much you don't find me..when i give up to you,you pretend care me.

I really dont know what guy are you.You make non-sense.

I din't angry you.I just angry myself.Im sorrry i fall in love with you.Its was accidently.

I wont angry you don't care me because i know i too care you.

IF that you want those relation..sorry i just can sorry..i can't do it..

I will gonna be okay=)

I told you before..Im not that weak..im strong enough =)

you no need too worry about me because I'm Bonnie ;)

know you recently sleep good eat good and life good..Then I'm good too =)

You happy i happy too, you good i good too.

I don't dare ask you how are you recently.Because i scare heard the answer you say you okay.

拿得起,放得下.Im good =)

And i will treat myself so goooood . hahaha

Hope you everyday happy and i wanna say here remember drink more water and take care yourself lah =)

Bonnie Tseu you don't so stupid larh!!

Bonnie Tseu you wake up wake up wake up~!!!! Don't be a stupid!!

Why i tak tau malu d orh!! -..-

Why i tidak tau malu d orh!! =..= 女生还是要矜持点..i Keep remind me ==" ! But it look failed!! 还是算了吧..Tapi can't orh T.T 很矛盾哦.. WHy i tidak tau malu keep find you orh.. Maybe you start feel im annoying -..- Grrrrr... What can i do? you say try relax..i trying ;p

Will you wait me?

Will you wait me? SHould i sellfish call you wait me? or 我一厢情愿???? T.T I dont like the feel暧昧.. 最酸的不是吃醋..而是根本没资格去吃醋.. 暧昧让人受儘委屈 ='( should i let you go?? You can get a better. I know im not good enough .Im not perfect and i have a lot of problem. But im not brave enough to tell you..Because 我不舍得=) 现在感觉是酸溜溜的.. 如果有一天我没找你....你会找我吗?='(

Can i say i love you to you?

Can i say miss you?? ( FOr what-..- ) Can i hug you?? (WHy want hug me?-..-) Can i kiss you?? (Kiss me for what?-..-) Can i love you?? (.................-..-) Can you love me more? ='( (...........................??) MAny words i can't say it out to you.. evertime i call you and then i keep erm...erm..erm...because too many thing wanna say to you but i scare say wrong...WHat a stupid mee -..- MAybe i less pak toh??I don't know how you guys pak toh d lor..I just know I love to stay with guys who i love... Last night my friends told me:'maybe he no feeling to you gua...if not why he treat you like that?' waaaaa...i heard liao terus heart broken orh....T.T Because i can't answer LOL YEap i know it..maybe you just like me...OMG~!!!! emo-ing~~~~~~ ARghhh~~~ OKay~!Shoooo SHOooo~!Go away those negative minded!!! Maybe we do back friends will better.... You can don't love me but please don't stop me to love you =) Should i tell you the date i go in hospital?do you will mind?or you don't mind?I dont kow t.t I want you accompany me but but but i think i have no idea wanna say what.. LOL LOL LOL Why you want come into my life orh?=..= OMG!!!! I should control myself ;p hahahahahaha~!! stupid me ;p

What relation between me and you ? =(

I just wanna find a guy who love me and sayang me only..But its look hard ='( I thought we will longer LOL My mood is complicate now..You are really so cold to me -..- Why guys can so fast change d?-.- I think i never know Haiz......I force myself don't to think but failed..LOL What can i do?Send a message to you say hallo and then don't know want say what le.. what i say now also Noo use..LOL..wait the time will prove it~ OH yeah~!!COuntdowns 15 days~~Waiting that day coming =D MY new life~~

=(

现在我才知道写blog不能帮助我发泄我的心情.. 很郁闷..我不知道该怎么办.. 我的确选择真的是不是对的吗?我不知道.. 只因为一切都来得太快..我真的了解他吗?不..我不了解.. 原来给忽略,给拒绝..真的还蛮难受的.. 我相信你..所以我踏出了第一步.. 可是后来都变了..说不上哪里变了..可是的确变了.. 我很懊悔我太容易喜欢上你.. 可是你给我的感觉你不是很认真.. 这就是我..想太多.. 算了..我总会找个办法让自己快乐一点.. 这世界没有谁不能没有谁.. hahahahaahhahahahahahahahahahaha! 看吧!我就说我可以很快乐的..

思念是一种病 - 张震岳

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头

一辈子有多少的来不及
发现 已经 失去 最重要的东西
然大悟 早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信 错的是自己
他们说这就是人生 试着体会
试着忍住眼泪 还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里 尤其在夜里
还是会想起 难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈


当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息


汲汲营营 忘记身边的人需要爱的关心
借口总是拉远了距离 不知不觉 无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违 却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己 到底做了甚么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念 过去的一切
那些人事物 会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离 变成回忆

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病
一种病
多久没有说我爱你?
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人?
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事 停下了脚步
就怕你不说 就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续 一切都来得及

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息 X 2
Oh 思念是一种病
一种病

I miss you =)

I start to miss you already =( Do you know that i miss you badly LCF? No you don't know because you are Noooob ;p Haha!

I misss you cheeeeseeeeee ♥

Wow Wow Wow..I long time din't eat cheeseeee le..

I miss you so much t.t

I din't betray you orh cheese..

i still love you so much..

You still are my favourite number 1 ;p haha!

Cheesee why you smell tasty?

Cheese why you look tasty?

Cheeesee why you look so cute?

Cheeese why you so attracted to me?

Oh my gosh..i falling in love with you cheeeseee..

I marry with you lah Mr.cheesee..haha!

I hope can eat you now ;p WOW! haha

郁可唯-指望(MV完整版)

怕不怕被拒絕 怕不怕被省略
你怕不怕被淪落在宿命中妥協

當真愛宣告從缺
驕傲的玫瑰正一片一片枯萎
儘管你抱歉 懺悔
真心一旦墜跌 就不能飛

別指望我諒解 別指望我體會
愛不是點頭就能挽回
快樂或傷悲 沒什麼分別
心碎到終點會迎刃而解
別指望我諒解 別指望我體會
愛不是注定要填你的缺
太多的是非 來不及杜絕
更不想依戀這殘缺的美
殘缺的迂迴

怕不怕被拒絕 怕不怕被省略
你怕不怕被淪落在宿命中妥協

當真愛宣告從缺
驕傲的玫瑰正一片一片枯萎
儘管你抱歉 懺悔
真心一旦墜跌 就不能飛

別指望我諒解 別指望我體會
愛不是點頭就能挽回
快樂或傷悲 沒什麼分別
心碎到終點會迎刃而解
別指望我諒解 別指望我體會
愛不是注定要填你的缺
太多的是非 來不及杜絕
更不想依戀這殘缺的美
殘缺的迂迴

別指望我諒解 別指望我體會
愛不是注定要填你的缺
太多的是非 來不及杜絕
更不想依戀這殘缺的美
殘缺的迂迴



♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Arghh~~Love sei this song~~

its new day again~~

Wake up in the early morning,sit down on the chair and facebook.
LOL. How a boring life. Oh My gosh..I really need find something to do..
Sob Sob. Everyday stay at home heal heal heal only..
Last night i really angry about him, I try to ignore him but i failed .haha. i can't do that.
When he say sorry sorry to me.Oh my Gosh..I hate myself.
I hate im so fast forgive him .hahaha.MAybe he really is so cute i can't angry longer to him.;p
Nevermind..its new days again..Hope everthing will be okay sooon..
Goodluck to me =D

Chris Medina - What Are Words (lyrics)

Anywhere you are i am near,

Anywhere you go i'll be there,

Anytime you whisper my name,you'll see,

Every single promise i'll keep,

Cause what kind of guy would i be,

If i was to leave when you need me most?

What are word if you really don't mean them when you say them?

What are words if they're only for good times then they don't?

When its love yea you say them out loud those words,they never go away.

They live on even when we're gone.

And i know an angel was sent,

Just for me and i know i'm meant,

To be where i am and i'm gonna be

Standig right beside her tonight,

And i'm gonna be by your side,

I would never leave when she need me most.

What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them?

What are words if they're only for good times then they don't?

When its love yea you say them out loud those words,they never go away.

They live on even when we're gone.

I Love YOu.♥
Please keep our promise okay?Alex Loy♥

Colbie Caillat - Bubbly

What the hell you think you are?Please shut up if you don't know me.

Damn..What wrong with you guys?Its none of your busssiness..Okay?!

I start with my new life have what wrong???

And i even don't know you guys...What the hell you think you are?

And you XXXX. I am respect to you..

But why you want become like that?

Whats wrong i din't put to private??

He can choose don't to view my facebook..okay??Nobody to force him.

You say i din't care about his feeling??then he ever got think about my feeling??

DID he??!!

Yes..i really cant understand him..!! Now i know i reallly don't know him..

Whatever you say..You say im what what what or bla bla bla..

I just want to be myself...Its enough already..

I am tired to heard those..Whatever you guys like to say..

I JUST WANT TO BE MYSSELF!!

Me and Alex loy ♥

Alex loy...这个名字我第一次听是去年从凯亿那里听来的。。

他喜欢我一位我朋友很久了。。而那时我也正在恋爱着。。

本来我们两个是不同世界的人。。可是事情就是很微妙..

我朋友拒绝了他。。而我和我的爱人辛辛苦苦经营了四年的感情也没了。。

我们在facebook认识了。。

我对他的印象还蛮好的。。可能我知道他对我的朋友还蛮痴心的。。

所以不知不觉也对他有了好感。。

我明明知道他对我朋友还有感觉。。可是我还是一头栽进去。。

他虽然口说没有。。可是我的第六感告诉我好像有哦。。就是感觉怪怪的。。

怎么办。。我感觉好混乱。。我觉得很没有安全感。。

我现在都还没有搞定我自己。。为什么还要想那么多多余的东西呢。。

对不起。。我不是不相信你。。我只是不相信我自己。。

只因为你对我来说太美好了。。我太在乎你了。。

身为射手座的你。。不喜欢给绑着。。

我已经尽量给你空间了..>.< 好困难哦。。

哈哈。。Damn...!I think i really 喜欢上你了。。

我不想这样啊 T.T argghhhh~~!

Im back and everthing are changed!

Its long time din't updated my blog.Phewww~~I miss my blog.
Everything are changed.He changed,Im changed,We all changed.
I ever love you very much,but now i see clear you.How stupid i am.
Why i will easily to trust you?Shit me! I hate myself.
Why that thing happen on me?WHy?I very very regret what im do.Im hope they will forgive me t.t
I even cant forgive myself.
Do you know that? Everytime i open your facebook,Im feel very suffer.
You don't know.You just know to blame me,say me,hurt me.
Why i will love you so much before?Its no why because i also don't know why.
I try to start my new life. But why you stop me?You are selllfish.
I really hate you.