Will you wait me?

Will you wait me? SHould i sellfish call you wait me? or 我一厢情愿???? T.T I dont like the feel暧昧.. 最酸的不是吃醋..而是根本没资格去吃醋.. 暧昧让人受儘委屈 ='( should i let you go?? You can get a better. I know im not good enough .Im not perfect and i have a lot of problem. But im not brave enough to tell you..Because 我不舍得=) 现在感觉是酸溜溜的.. 如果有一天我没找你....你会找我吗?='(